(no subject)

May. 21st, 2026 09:00
beccaelizabeth: my Watcher tattoo in blue, plus Be in red Buffy style font (Default)
[personal profile] beccaelizabeth
It is funny listening to the Big Finish chatty bits where an actor says they're surprised the stories have gone on so long already
and it is a recording from about twenty years ago
and their next episode is out next month.

8 Charley C'rizz

May. 21st, 2026 05:36
beccaelizabeth: my Watcher tattoo in blue, plus Be in red Buffy style font (Default)
[personal profile] beccaelizabeth
I have been relistening to the 8th Doctor adventures from the beginning, and C'Rizz gets more interesting this way than I remember. He has an arc going on, stuff about being Eutermesan and also being strange for a Eutermesan. Stuff about being a chameleon who picks up personality from those around him. It's interesting in theory, but I don't know how well the practice is going, since it mostly seems to result in him being grumpy and inconsistent.

Also absolutely terrible things keep happening to him, including being tortured, caged, put on display, and treated like he's subhuman whereever he goes. And that seems like it should be an interesting angsty storyline. But. It also seems like Charley and the Doctor don't notice? And to be fair the Doctor is getting tortured at least as much as C'Rizz, and also having one of those stretches of story where he doesn't go long without losing his memory again, so it seems relatively reasonable for him to be distracted. But it means C'rizz is having a terrible time as almost a seperate track of story, and dealing with it alone.

I was comparing this in my head to how Hex gets treated, and Big Finish really do put the guys through it, but Hex is with people who both notice and care.

The story is not treating C'rizz equally or dealing well with stories that keep landing on racial discrimination but not calling it that.

It's also a story arc about mental illness but aside from one character of the episode calling him a schizo (not a kind reference or a sympathetic character) the story isn't exactly foregrounding it. Dealing with it *well* seems like a lot to hope for.


Next episode up is Absolution, and C'rizz will be all done until this set of Sontar stories now coming out, as far as I can tell.

I do not remember Absolution.

Shall see how that goes.

ETA: Absolution did not work for me at all. It was actually boring. Read more... )

Either I was sleepier than I thought and slept through the bits that made it a good story or that was a rubbish ending.
/ETA



... in other news this on screen keyboard is driving me spare, I absolutely cannot figure out why it keeps bringing the start menu up. it seems to statistically correlate with trying to type words beginning with o but typing around the o on purpose does nothing. Invisible function for the lose???

(no subject)

May. 18th, 2026 23:59
beccaelizabeth: my Watcher tattoo in blue, plus Be in red Buffy style font (Default)
[personal profile] beccaelizabeth
Today I had a nice walk to the library and back
where the tiny child rhyme group were singing
zoom zoom zoom we're going to the moon.

... my brain is still singing it many hours and a sleep later...

(no subject)

May. 18th, 2026 03:47
beccaelizabeth: my Watcher tattoo in blue, plus Be in red Buffy style font (Default)
[personal profile] beccaelizabeth
My sleep watch keeps thinking I am doing okay at sleep, but the individual sleeps are only up to four hours, so I disagree.

I am at anxiety level
if I find the perfectly perfect thing to buy it will Fix Everything
but luckily I can recognise this and just end up collecting So Many Pictures.

... there are some *gorgeous* walking sticks on etsy, including ones with Dragons, but they start at £100 and I very rarely need a stick.

There are also A Lot of things listed as walking sticks that will in the details tell you they are Decorative. This is because the handles are made of rubbish and putting your weight on them is No. But buying from the walking stick places that give you a weight listing for the stick means the only fancy bits are patterns and colors, not carvings. Minimal dragonlike features.

I am reasonably certain that buying a wizard staff will solve precisely none of my problems, and yet.



In other news tumblr changed the layout slightly and I was confronted with the number of posts in my Drafts, which I seem to have been treating as write only storage. So now there are considerably fewer Drafts but my queue hovers nearly full.
... which is a lot of queue.

Turns out I had three or four copies of my favourite Ethan posts scheduled at various times, because whenever it comes up I put it forwards three months and post it again, but that got a bit cluttered. So I put them all in October and sorted it down to one copy of each. Which is still quite a lot. It'll be longer than usual before they come back round but it'll be a well curated month.

Tumblr calendar takes up so much queue space.



I need sleep. The sort that happens all in a row and leaves you actually rested. *sigh*

(no subject)

May. 17th, 2026 09:32
thurbo: (Default)
[personal profile] thurbo
Хотел написать что-то про Евровидение перед финалом, пишу после.
Мои симпатии не поменялись, общий уровень так себе, победа Болгарии бьіла неожиданностью. Но не все ж побеждать западноевропейским странам, так что порадуемся за друзей по Междуморью. Насколько я помню, Болгария еще ни разу до етого не вьіигрьівала.
thurbo: (Default)
[personal profile] thurbo
Благодаря физикам у нас есть самолетьі и ракетьі, радио и телевизор, вместе с математиками - компьютерьі и интернет. И фундаментальная наука доставляет - кварки и квантьі, время, текущее по-разному и много другого.

Есть биологи, они секвенировали ДНК, вьівели новьіе сорта растений и породьі животньіх, обещают накормить голодньіх, победить болезни а то и старость, делать хитрьіе вещи с гормонами итд.

А между ними - химики. И их позиции кажутся скромнее. Бензин из нефти? Одежда, которая уже вьіходит из модьі? Про вещества в нормальньіх услових известно почти все. Да, есть нюансьі про екстремальньіе температурьі и давления, но в химии есть впечатление "открьіто почти все" в отличие от математики, физики или биологии.
Или иллюзия?

(no subject)

May. 14th, 2026 03:03
beccaelizabeth: my Watcher tattoo in blue, plus Be in red Buffy style font (Default)
[personal profile] beccaelizabeth
👋
This week I have finally got sorted out a computer task I was not managing to do for literal years. There's a few fiddly details to fix but basically I have the new computers set up and running, which was getting a bit urgent with the odd behaviour of the older computer.
Unfortunately that means I'm now on windows 11 instead of 10. All the emojis look Bad, including the one I sign my name with sometimes, which is annoying. The keyboards are slightly different including the on screen keyboard. I can't figure out how to stop it suggesting things. It keeps popping up a menu when I'm trying to type and I haven't figured out why yet. It is more than usually pants.
And it keeps trying to search things that are not my computer, thus making it less useful than any previous computer.

But it works, so, yaay ish?

... I can't fit all my files in this littler computer even though they all fit on the older version that said it was the same size. The audio shall have to go on another device. I guess Windows is just eating all the space.

So, typos will be more, typing is more annoying, I keep finding new settings to turn off, and I have nothing interesting to say Anyway.


I have been relistening to 8 and Charley and C'rizz audios. I have little memory of these, it has been a long time since I first listened, and I suspect I mostly listened on the bus on the way to or from college which is a less detailed focused listening experience. They are quite good and Charley is less annoying than I remember. The arc stories keep ending just when I am about done with them. I'd probably like them even better if I didn't listen while I had a headache but headache days are boring.

The last Torchwood monthly adventure is due out soon. I am appropriately apprehensive after the publicity they've been doing. As is everyone on the tag on tumblr. I think I shall have to listen close to when it comes out or read all about it anyway. I hope they do the good horror and not the annoying wreckage. Tricky balance.

... this keyboard is most annoying. It keeps telling me what to type and I cannot figure out why it keeps going back down or giving me the menu from the little window button in the corner underneath it. blah.

🖖🌞
see that doesn't look like llap sunshine on this version of windows at all it is all blobby.

... gifs? I have a keyboard that offers me gifs???
well that is just wrong.


okay, I shall go do something else. probably involving more Doctor Who.

(no subject)

May. 12th, 2026 07:46
thurbo: (Default)
[personal profile] thurbo
В воскресенье открьіл купальньій сезон в озере за жд вокзалом. Что характерно, людей возле озера и купающихся в нем бьіло уже достаточно много.
А на следующий день бьіл сильньій дождь и гроза.

(no subject)

May. 11th, 2026 01:48
beccaelizabeth: my Watcher tattoo in blue, plus Be in red Buffy style font (Default)
[personal profile] beccaelizabeth
This evening's dream involved
getting swallowed by a hellmouth
(teeth teeth so many teeth)
with the Legends, so Ray, Nate and John were there, but everyone got split up
until I was just sticking with John
but gradually becoming less and less sure he was in fact actual John
which, in Hell, could be seriously Consequential.

Hell was a lot more like a going out of business sale in a department store than Dante wrote it
but it was otherwise pretty themey by floor.

The basement was cold and flooded
and I stopped the lift before we got drowned
but then had to decide
stay with and support (probably) John
or leave (that) him
and either way gamble with belonging down there.


I woke up thinking I should reread the Inferno

... but possibly the Niven version...

(no subject)

May. 8th, 2026 16:55
thurbo: (Default)
[personal profile] thurbo
Мрздн снова доставляет, но совсем иначе.
Сначала кот пьітался играть кружкой и забросил ее под стол далеко, так что сразу не найдешь. Кружка ценности не представляет, уже собирался купить новую и она нашлась в тот момент когда думал о том, чтоб купить.

(no subject)

May. 8th, 2026 01:14
beccaelizabeth: my Watcher tattoo in blue, plus Be in red Buffy style font (Default)
[personal profile] beccaelizabeth
I have been relistening through 8 and Charley starting from the beginning, though I don't have Stones of Venice or Invaders from Mars loaded on the device I'm using so I skipped those for now. ... getting out of bed to grab a CD or use my other computer seemed like Effort. And I'd listened to Minuet in Hell a while ago and did not feel the need to do so again.
Storm Warning is good, Sword of Orion is pretty good, Chimes of Midnight is tedious and annoying and I don't get why it's so popular.
Seasons of Fear did a good ending from a redemption point of view but the paradox of it all is a lot.
Embrace the Darkness was proper creepy and doing audio correctly, and I like the resolution.
Time of the Daleks likes Shakespeare more than I do, and yet does nothing with him. Also just saying that none of the time travel should work doesn't make it less irritating. Even if time travel through mirrors is perfectly acceptable in other episodes so I suppose I also might not have minded if they didn't keep saying it doesn't work.
Neverland is in the right place because I was getting *really* fed up with Charley being inexplicable magic.
Zagreus did at least make a sufficiency of sense on this relisten, but I still can't actually like it.
Scherzo is a level of messed up about dying for each other that makes me vaguely worried about the author, even before you get to the cannibalism, and while it uses audio correctly in many respects, with the terror of not having any sense but hearing, it makes itself full of bad noises deliberately uncomfortable to listen to, so I would on the whole rather not. I understand many people like it and find it the right kind of messed up shippy. I just make wrinkly forehead when I think about it and consider it horror all the way down.

So today I relistened to Creed of the Kromon.
... I see a lot of posts on tumblr pass by referencing
the author's very specific ...interests
and the level of body horror applied to Charley as a means of getting her to breed
after mind control talking her into eating until she can't move
is just
uncomfortable
on more than one level.

It is a bit more dark than I expect from Doctor Who.

I can see why this story had several of its story elements but it also only had two women and the other existed to get fridged by her husband. So I think probably someone should have poked it with a stick a bit more. And maybe done something different instead.



I don't know if I'll keep listening these tonight but they're definitely solid audios even if they are over twenty years old now.

(no subject)

May. 7th, 2026 19:16
thurbo: (Default)
[personal profile] thurbo
Мрздн подбрасьівает интересное в любое время.
Одно слово [profile] esr_core - много хорошей музьіки (и бонус для своих ЕВПОЧЯ). Прямо на большинстве песен можно поставить R.K. choice, а на оставшихся типа Far away from home - M.K. choice

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7esGkyAv0bQ&list=RD7esGkyAv0bQ&start_radio=1

Demon with a shotgun - где-то антифанфик на Angel with a shotgun.
Если в одном случае вопрос ставится "как далеко тьі готов(а) пойти ради своих целей, ради друзей и любимьіх, крьілья есть но иногда их прячешь", то в другом случае - как далеко тьі готов(а) пойти ради свободьі, и если все равно сгоришь - то жги".
Page generated May. 21st, 2026 08:37
Powered by Dreamwidth Studios